let's look at this objectively, shall we?

i'm great in bed, which men know -- so that's what they ask for. Do they really want a partner? Probably not, or least not me.....

So how do I move beyond that? How do I become someone who is interesting enough to share a life with? Do people settle for less and don't think about it from that angle?

I used to think I was interesting; now I'm not so sure. I feel like a baseball team that's on a 16 game losing streak...how do you get your mojo back?

This isn't self-pity; I moved past that an hour ago to focus on what really matters. What makes you loveable to someone else?

What do you do if you know you have to be alone, but you really don't want to be?

It hurts to write too much yet. More to come.

This is the first day of the rest of my life?

Crap.

Maybe the blog will help. No one will ever read it but that's ok.

I just need a connection to something....